dreamed a dream
An endless, distant one
The colour of the sky in those parched days is in my hands

In these sounds that come at equal intervals, it’s a matter of trial and error
In this space with no concept of time or space
I make a life-sized sound
And make my face
Cleanly, just one side

A rotting apple
Has fallen into my hand
In the mirror, I can see deep within myself

In these sounds that come at equal intervals, it’s a matter of trial and error
In this space with no concept of time or space
I make a life-sized sound
And make my face
Cleanly, even now…

Among these people who feel far away, it’s a matter of trial and error
In this space with no concept of time or space
I scratch my whole body
And scrape my face off
Cleanly, just one side

– Feeling far away

– Life-sized

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: kaidoku funou

where have YOU been my friend
i hear u now go on joyrides with caitlin
and visit todd's house
sif nto come visit me
lawlz


love always
brendon =]]


ive got your pants =]]

Current Location: samy-k's frame of mind
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: wouldnt u like to know

bit of friction today...
i dunno
i think im just being gay
and cranky
and arghhh
i dunno
but im angry
and i dont care
right now

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: natalie merchant - my skin

over analysing will be my downfall some day
i see ti happening
apart from that
rush hour 3
is soo fukn hilarious
damn i love that mocie =]]

Current Mood: amused

im bored...................

exams are soon
cbfige

need to get drunk soon
sumone join me ??
k kewl thanks =]]

its sad that u lost ur trust in me
but thats why im soo carefree right about now

Current Location: that place >>>>>>
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: my regret - banky

i will kill todd

that day while i was looking at
the ridiculous blue sky...
i believed i could go as far as i wanted...

whend did i realise...
...that there was a steel fence?

-trick 58-

by the time i realised it,
the world was already someone else's.
Everyday, a millimetre is carved off
this shared space that limits us.
I knew i barely had the power to reach
for the "somewhere that isnt here"...

before i took the pacifier out of my mouth.

thats why..

i'm going to keep running
inside this shitty cage until i die!

Current Mood: artistic

so stfu and get over it
errr
trivial problems are a pet hate

Current Mood: annoyed

broken, pale wings
you're just a little tired of the overly blue sky
you dont have to keep smiling for someone else
its okay to smile for your own sake

even now, with the loneliness creeping up on me
inside me there is a lit candle
unlike that expensive
chandileer; extinguished over time
is it okay to fill the hollowness from my lack of words with tears?
i just dont understand anymore
at the least, in my dreams

if i could swim freely, there wouldn't be a need for that sky snymore
even without painting the things from yesterday
i would head tomorrow

broken, pale wings
you're just a little tired of the overly blue sky
you dont have to keep smiling for someone else
its okay to smile for your own sake

Current Mood: apathetic

maybe it got big before it became good??
on the rocks thanks

i hate it wen
u tell me wat im doing
is wat u hate
i hate it when
u say u want to see me
but u really dont
i hate it that im soo far gone
and u seem not to care
i hate it that i over analyse
and u seem to be fine with that
i hate how u pity me
and i hate how i pity myself
i hate it how i fall for the same type
i hate myself
for hating these things
and i sure as hell dont hate you
so wtf happened today??

Current Location: a town
Current Mood: emo
Current Music: silence

and yeh and stuff
we bought caitlin her present today
only krystla knows wat it is
and how the end produc looks
but she wont tell
hopefully
bahahahaha
and peter you owe me like
money man
give me my money!!!
fuker
sif go and get your hair cut
how random
lol
yeh and now i just have to wait till satday to go and give you your present!!!

"where is the kid with the chemicals??"

it is confirmed
"they" are definitly gay
with "their" jealous ways

OMG "YOU" ARE SOO GAY

THE END

WHY THE FUK ARE PEOPLE TURNING STOOGISH FOR FFS

sif fukn biology project

sif fukn chem hw

sif fukn methods hw

sif fukn legals sac

sif fukn english movie

sif fukn HOMEWORK IN GENERAL

Current Mood: angry

haha THEY are soo gay
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just hought people should know
that THEY are gay
lolz
dw if u dont know who THEY are
but everytime u see me
just remember THEY are really gay!!!!

the show was orgasmic
lol cant believe how long it has beeen since i last went
haha
so it was me, todd, peter white, peer mcmahon, mark, kim, gio, anita, damo, bec, felicity, harra and rowan
lolz was pretty funny
whenevs we got lost it was like
PIE IN THE SKY WE IS MEETING AT THE PIE IN THE FUKN SKY
hahaha rofl
yeh
that coke arena thingy at the end was good as
like the fireworks and the yamaha dude
and the bush race
and the SAMSON monster truck
but those acrobat dudes were gay :|
yeh good times great stuff
will have to go next year 4 sure
lolz

Current Location: home
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: frankie j - how 2 deal